He pauses . " But on the other hand she might see it as just more evidence of my relentless egotism . "
他停了一下“不过也许她也许把这看作我自高自大的另一个证据.”
If you are interested in the science of it-and it is a great science-and in the problem of human conduct under danger , you can become so encompassed in it , that it seems a nasty sort of egotism even to consider one 's own fate .