I have had in my short life a multitude of illnesses , close calls , disappointments , sufferings , and personal crosses .
在尚且短暂的一生中,我已经历过无数次疾病、危机、失望、折磨和迷茫。
In terms of two thirds of people all over china , I am having it in mind that it is better to keep silent saying neither ba nor bum than shout and wrangle in name of liberating those people , till one day they are all liberated from sufferings , giving them a big surprise .