He felt an acute sense of responsibility to restore through indemnity , by himself , the rueful course of the ancestors .
他感觉到一股强烈的使命感,就是要通过他自己树立的荡减,来解开祖先的悲伤路程。
The message has an emotional tone that is authentically sad / fearful / angry and at the same time , is by marked by a rueful calm , by gentleness , and by courage .
这里边有一种真正悲哀/恐惧/愤怒的情绪化腔调,与此同时又带有悔恨的平静、温顺和勇气。
" If I met someone I really liked I 'd chase her , " gong told me with a rueful smile , " but if she was a practical girl I don 't think I 'd manage to catch her . "